Tuesday 22 December 2009

Reflected Robinson

Did you remember what happen to Robinson, when he realize that he is the lone man in deserted islands? Did you remember what did he do to get his loneliness out of his mind? Did you remember that something that he done to get that feeling out was just make him fall in to a deep loneliness? Doing nothing, feeling that his life was finish at that time. Despair! Something that he really afraid of. He knew, that has such feel, and didn’t make any progress at all. Even though he once fell in deep shit despair! Nothing did, nothing help either. Regretting what have already done. Starting to look something so pessimistic. Then, realizing that he did the wrong step, he tried to collect his spirit again. But, it didn’t guarantee that he did not fell in to deep, worst state pf life encore. He trapped! Again, despair. Had failed in doing something, one of thing that cause why he trapped again. And he did think that he did the right thing, until he thought deeply, what just happened exactly with him. Would he stay in that condition for future? Would he just stop it right there? Did he already take the right step? No one can hear what he feeling was; he can talk to no one! He was alone there. But he made a thought, in his mind. And then he got up, and yelled that it wouldn’t happen to him again. He was realized, that it was very danger fall in to deep hole called ‘despair’. That wouldn’t happen again. He started to look so optimistic. Loneliness did not make he fell after all. He remember that there always God. God always beside human. Robinson, day by day, doing his activity, he trust God will always be his Guidance. As the times goes by, hoping that someday he will meet any other human in that islands. Patient, optimistically, prove help him. Loneliness can not make his life stop. Day by day, he encourage himself, convince himself, not to give up easily. Regrets didn’t help him much. Why should after all?
Years by years, after all, he found comrades. To serve him, help him. And again, other humans came to his islands. He was not alone anymore.
He went back to England, as a winner. Proving to those who had underestimated him before!. What happen in the island had changed him a lot. He was very thankful for what God has given to.
Patient, optimistically, convince our self, learn!
My life reflected to what happen to Robinson. And writing this, hoping that it makes me better, and realize exactly what happen, what’s not good, what should do next, learn, learn…
you, you still have friend, not alone! You, you still have some who care… and, everything happen for a reason rite?!




‘J'arrive au bord du lac
J'aimerais bien que tu sois là
C'est juste un endroit à moi
J'aimerais bien que tu le voies
‘Juste au milieu du lac
J'aime que tu sois avec moi
Toi au fond de la barque
J'ai le sang qui me glace’
- Indochine : le lac-